Sunday, May 15, 2005

Simple Plan: "Welcome To My LifeWeek"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life


Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life


No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

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Sadly, that's how i feel this few weeks.. i knoe it just isn't the usual me, but then again.. oh, well.. i've just been so stressed.. discouraged.. frustrated.. i understand that i'm working within really tight datelines and that those 'above' me are equally busy but i just somehow feel that perhaps, progress COULD be faster if everyone did played their part.. *sigh*
Maybe it's just me.. thing's aren't going the way i want them to.. however, PaPaGod has been really gracious to me this week and i'm just so unappreciative of it.. *argh* what is wrong with me?!!

Oh, well.. .. ..
Dear PaPaGod, I'm really sorry for taking You for granted.. Please continue to fill me with Your Grace and Strength and LOVE.. Amen.

I feel better. Emotionally..
Physically, i think i'm falling sick..
Gotta learnt to sleep earlier.. I owe my body at least twenty hours of sleep over the past week.. But i'm glad that i've got someone i love sustaining me, uplifting me.. OTHER than my Mummi, Daddi, JieJie, MeiMei. KorKor..*:)*

*sigh* i've got a Chinese Essay to write now.. *yarkz* oh, well.. hope i dun spend another FOUR hours to write it and end up failing like the previous tym.. *:'(*

mmm.. take kare, all of you, dear friends.. i sincerely apologise if any of you have been getting the brunt of my impatience.. please be tolerant of me for the next month or so..

btw, this week's CAMPAIGNING WEEK!! All the best to Kenneth and Teenesh!! hehez.. *:D* Will be supportin ya guyz!! Do S54 proud, yeah? *winkz*