-later den late-

hahaz... kk larh kk larh... enuff wiv everi1 tellin mi to update!!! Hahaz... aniweiz, yeah... Sorri larhz... haf bin busi wiv de funfair tingz, piling tutorialz [i'm still behind by 3math, 2phy, 3chem & 1bio!! de onli one which i faithfulli do iz GP & Chi... hehez... *:P*], tests, catchin up wiv my slp... yaddah yaddah yaddah... mani mani tingz... *bleahz!* *:P*

well, aniweiz, i'm SO glad tt last week'z over... *bleahz!* *:P* kinda busi preparing fer de 3 tests --> Chem, Phy & Math... all of which, i'm nt veri confident in... yeah... so... *bleahz!* *:P* however, i knew i cldn't pon... de tests were kinda important to mi if my 'O' level resultz wldn't permit mi to stae in SA... or get the subject combi i wanted... so... hahaz... i mugged... i slept less and u knoe wad? i fell sick... yeah... i tink my immune system'z nt tt strong... hahaz... a 'lil lack of slp & wah-lah! flu... *sigh* aniweiz, imagine my physical, mental & emotional state wen i took de 3 tests... hahaz... first of all, i used ALOTTA tissue... hahaz... reeli wanna thank dose hu donated deir packets to me... honestli, i dunno hw mani kind soulz i approached [cuz my own 4 weren't sufficient] but dey were reeli nice n i got LOTSA donations in NOT CASH but kind... hahaz... *:P* mmm... oso durin de test, i felt so unprepared larh!!! juz so nervous tt i wldn't b ableta answer de questionz since i had a hard tym even stardyin!! den i was feelin so demoralized cuz i suddenli had mental blackout, cldn't remember wad i revised... *bleahz!* oh, well... juz gotta c hw wen term reopenz, i guess... *sigh*

O0oh... aniweiz, yayz! Daddi'z car'z kk le... hehez... *bleahz!* *:P* everiting'z repaired le... mmm... wish we had a new car, though... Hahaz... BUT one muz learn to be contented wiv wad u haf... dun demand so much in life... afta all, all deze tingz are juz temporari... *:P*

Mmm... Letz c... highlightz of de week... almost nth... O0oh... Juz knoe tt i'm gonna miz all doze peepz frm OG30 & 05S53 & 05S51... yeah... dey're lyk... famili yet... sum of us are gonna leave... so soon... yeah... *sigh* hope we haf an outing or gatherin b4 we all lyk... split? man, dun wanna tink abt it... but i guess tt if dey're goin to a better JC, hey... dun stop 'em...
Oh yeah! & oso, despite all de last min wrk for the kls debate, my grp managed to get together and yeah! We did a pretti gd job!! Hehez... M proudta announce tt my team won... *grinz* Many thanx go out to SiuJoon, Huishan & Joel... Hahaz... Yeah... dey're my teammates... A dae JUZ before de debate, we had put our research tgt & yeah... So ttz our umm... level of preparedness... Hahaz... Mmm... O0oh... U knoe wad?!! On de actual dae, HS & Joel din cme!!! *argh* hahaz... So it was a two-men show against a full house of 4+2reserves!!! Everi1 on the proposition were guyz summore... So intimidating... Yeah... Imagine hw nervous i was!!! Still recalling my hands shakin & de butterflies in my tummi wen it was my turn to speak... On top of that, i hadta take HS'z pointz!!! Well, although we did wrk on her pointz tgt, i knoe tt she was better rehearsed for tt speech so i kinda messed up her 3minutes... *sigh* I knew she wld haf dun a much better job den mi!!! *bleahz!* *:P* But aniweiz, i din wanna hear de resultz but wen it was annouced, i was relieved... Hahaz... Mmm... I wanna get noticed by my GP tutor! Hahaz... U wanna knoe y? *:O* Well, idz cuz dere'z diz Pre-U Seminar comin up n i'm reeli interested in goin! Tink it'll b kewl to interact wiv ppl hu dare to voice out... & it'll oso b an eXperience fer mi to learn to build confidence, speak publicli & even get to meet ppl of authority frm the government! Kewl, huh? Hahaz... Yeah... Aniweiz, i tink it'll b fun... *bleahz!* *:P* Mmm... Tink my wish was sorta granted, cuz my tutor DID notice mi & i was given de title Best Speaker for diz debate... Hehez... *:D* Sho happi... *:P* Hehez... Gurl of simple pleasures... *paiseh*

Man, i tink i better start on my overdue hwrk now... Hahaz... Sorri Mr Yit... hahaz... aniweiz, O0oh... sidetrack abit... i tink de 'encourager-encouragee' ting tt u started wiv de kls iz kinda fun... onli ting iz tt mi encourager veri inactive until u asked de kls to *a-hem* get wrkin... hahaz... *:P* mmm... Aniweiz, quote of the week "Success Is The Constancy Of Purpose"
My take: I believe tt before one reaches a level of success, one muz haf a goal, an aim, a purpose... however if one stickz to de purpose, constantli remind him/herself of his/her aim, continualli wrk towardz it, he/she may still not neccesarily achieve success... Why? you gotta question the purpose. Dun reeli knoe howta eXplain it but i min, if ur purpose in life is to irritate others[which is a sad purpose...], no matter how hard you try, u may not b able to achieve your goal if u happen to chance upon sum1 wiv de patience n love of sum1 lyk Mother Theresa... Den again, if ur purpose in life is to get straight 'A's and u lyk... try reeli hard but u juz haf got wrong stardying methodz, idz nt lykli tt u'll achieve success... Hahaz... But i'm not saying tt being constant in purpose will alwaez result in u never tasting the sweetness of success... I'm juz saying tt u MIGHTN'T achieve success if u've got a 'warped' purpose... Or if u're sincere in wrkin towardz de purpose yet are unguided and move in the wrong direction, i guess... U wun b successful... Yeah... Dun tink i've put de point across veri clearli bt, i've tried... hahaz... mmm... feel free to discuss this wiv mi, yeah? hahaz... *bleahz!* *:P*

O0oh... Dere'z another one tt Mr Yit told us to wrk on... Idz sth tt a famous guy once sed: I Can Live On A Word Of Encouragement From A Friend For Three Weeks... Umm... Or sth lyk tt... Hahaz... He was tryina drive home the point of how important it is, to b a source of encouragement to your friends... Kinda in line wiv de V-dae/Friendship Week... Hahaz... Yeah... So u kan c hw overdue my hwrk is... Hehez... *bleahz!* *:P*
Aniweiz... Well, i tink tt, yeah... Friendship involves mutual uplifting, giving, sharing and encouraging... I guess, tt one little piece of encouragement may mean the world to someone else... Yeah... Onli ting iz tt sumtymz bein an insensitive person[lyk mi... hey, i'm tryina b a better person, ok? hahaz... *bleahz!* *:P*], u seldom realise hw down the person is... Yeah... So ppl lyk mi, hafta learnta b more watchful of the ppl around... dun b de one offendin ur frenz, u knoe... n frenz, if i'm doin sth ttz nt rite, plz tell mi, k? i promise i wun punch yer cheek or knock out yer two front teeth or box yer eye... or aniting lyk tt... honest! hehez... *:D* Nah... i min it... juz tell mi, k? Umm... Yeah... *:P*

Man, dun tink i'm makin ani sense animore!! Hahaz... Better go orh orh le larh... Haf skl tml... & aniweiz, de 'O' level resultz R gonna b released... Man, i pray tt i kan stae... yeah... kkz... Goin off le... Take kare everi1... & All de best fer de BIG DAE TML... God Bless! *:)*

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